I sit here in your dressing gown Wearing my now permanent frown I try to smile through the tears It feels like I haven’t smiled in years I wonder if your doing well Who’s to know? Who can tell? I talk to you all the time I tell you that I'm doing fine But that’s a lie, it's just not true How can it be when I'm missing you So I write a poem from the heart It's not much, but it's a start I tell you all about my day & wonder just what you would say I know you thought that I was strong But I'm not, you got that wrong My heart is broken, I'm in so much pain Knowing I’ll never see your face again & at night when I can not sleep I recall the memories I chose to keep Of all the years that where too few Of living, loving, just being with you & when the day comes & we are reunited We’ll have a party just you & me invited xx